Samantha Taylor 

Thinking something positive

I am hoping for the news to have a sweeter turnaround for this situation. I am hoping for one., things to get sweeter. Now, it's as harsh as one could have. There are so many things, options in situations, but I see some kind of unorthadox in the situation . I am in, I realize what was wrong with me. My mom, and my uncle's obvious. If you spend your time reading, and etc Emotional level, little bit better, but I can't still change the world. :) I would love to find other things. Sometimes I am simple, but my life is extremely complicated. Extremely, I have no one to talk with verbally to someone that is in from anywhere.
I want to heal things that I can't quite worry about, what's there to fear, a large 10 anvil to fall on my head or wheter a little terrorist bastard to antiwoo me into a hostage situation. He can't do that he needs to cut off his beard and use it for toilet paper. And I now see fat men cutting off their beards to donate it to the corroded butt fund. That's discusting. I know, but that is payback from my pat boone sharade.Now that is a real man, maybe he can order the attire from peewee's closet. Don't open it richard might get angry, he's in the closet with tony little. I see some fat guy's laughing. I hope for laughing. Maybe orville redenbacher will go to your toga party. No partys for me home body and
very lethargic with my throut burning after coughing. I have been pooting all afternoon long. I don't know whether Ted would like it or not...I am telling you that i am a polygamous. Leave you with those scary and confound words. Luv's yas huny. Take care. Oh lady

what about? I thought I just forgot.

Anyway, there's alot of things that are going on. I am not going to worry about something that is pervasively nothing to worry about. I am going todo what ever it is. I am so tired lately so tired, but no matter what you see, if your life passes you by things will get to you if you think you are inferior. No one is inferior over their situation. A person should be as they are, she's extremely sweet, but she wants peace all over the world. I want iraq to have their own government and quit letting the enemies win. Btw troops, thank you for trying to create a peaceful. place of this world. thank you british, s korea, austrailia
japan, and those other troops that have come into effect. Thank you people work to keep us safe 24 hours a day. I am tired of tears, I hope I am finally going to have that life that I always wanted with out negative feelings. Oprah I love your show, i am sorry for the inner conflict thing.
Thank you Ellen for laughing with me and not at the situation, humor is definitely going to get me through this, laughing is a medicine of champions. Thanks. I know something is going on now. I aw someone driving my O's car, but it wasn't him. Thank you
All my life i have kept a wonderful charactor and have an excellent reputation. It's not necessarily right to be shown in her watching the osama idiot to be pointing to his nose and his mouth. Anyway, painful thought....your thank you madaams for rubberbands they sure makes packages feel all warm and toasty tight pendulum no not swinging but losing circulations slowly, with your hands back behind your eh him balls, to the point to that yesmam will be oh no, i have them no more with samantha bobbet is going to gauding you to the point to where you will be a good boy with your eunich self. So how to you perceive that senior.
Then money laundering when I asked for charities, I want starving and unhealthy people be nourished and treated with respect and dignity. I would like to have my spotlight now. I know everything comes with a price. She wasn't aware she had a brand on her, she does love this man very dearly. Both of them are great people, so I would never regret a situation, there should be a little cleansing of the crowd.
There are funny things that are humour us, but not terrorists making you feel uncomfortable. I want to seriously help all both banks. But you got to look through all the policy to be able to see things through. One white lady looks in her religion and her thoughts and views on the world. No one deserves to be hungry, and another is Samantha getting in what she knows of and taking out what pollutes. Church is not a mask of stinkiness that seems to flow throughout the world. Thank you natives for your smiles and your arms. God bless you and you families. Another thing cues are good. Some are not and hate is not one of them. I get a kick off the broke back mountain sequence, and marriage. I wish you happiness all of you in this joking, and I know you don't mind me kidding in my scary time of frustraition and etc. BTW keep close eye on me and pray...anyway I got you all in my heart and wish you the best and maybe we can get rid of bad reps, bad ideas. Dear Lord, deliver us of our sins, we thank you for all you have done for us and Lord help us to be the best people we can be. This is my prayer to you. God bless you and stay well this in this season keep warm all of you in apartments and big cities, take your zinc and vitamin C. Colds are easy to get over, and elderly people and caregivers, make sure you go to the doctor for your flu shots. Caregiver make sure they get their medicine on time, and if your patients are having bad coughs, and etc take them to the doctor yourself. If they have medicine give it to them with each meal, if they are complaining about it. Then, I want you to take them to the doctor too. Take care and God bless you all. For a kid in his thirties, you have been wanting a job, and guess what it's yours if you are presentable, keep flexable hours and etc. I just need to meet Shirley Mclaine. bbye, God loves you and i do too.

The spoken word

Ive heard several things over the last few months. Anyway, from aglow which is a women's group for success. Fat is stupid. I believe it, I believe we should all try to lose weight. Eventhough circumstances are awful, and certain things or personalities clash and make a very difficult back ground. I hope everyone can leaern from my personality and my parents personality. Throughout my time, I have tried to do about everything, I am so tenderhearted which makes it difficult. Sometimes I walk pace still not knowing what to do. You realize you are nothing like those within the household. Then you find out by your words that you are a wee smarter than other people.
A person scared out of their wits and tend to be blind to circumstances. When you spend all day long evaluating a situation. There's nothing you can't do with christ. A man was safe with God when he went over niagra falls in a barrel. There was nothing like Christ then on the news a few weeks back where a motivational speaker could have a new born baby at age 60.. now there is nothing this woman can do after being a psychiatrist for the last 29 years. So let's just become pumped up through Christ these days.
Everything in the past that I could recollect on I found it stupid... fat is stupid, everything that you speak of should recollect Christ, not a knawing feeling of self hatred and pity. The time now is to be more Christ life. I hope I can refect my words this week and I hope that I can find that little spirit I lost so many years ago. I find myself at moments flashes of it. And, when a man raises a child and I hope that God can intervene and become the best father in the world, if such thing could happen, I think that should be it. I would like to say thank you to all the broadcast televisions that started from the beginning and I hope seriously they will have more awareness that a woman with AUTISM is not retardation. ... People reading let us tell you. AUTISM is not retardation in some cases they call it the einstein syndrome. Enstien had autisms and very many other people out there can know, you aren't retarded you may have a small dose of autism. I needed to do this after I spoke with what I heard. EINSTIEN SYNDROME people autism.

This sunday

I went to an evening service this afternoon, the people are extremely sweet and really made me feel comfortable. I hopea that other churchs could walk in these footsteps of these people. I have made so many people laugh over the mumbo jumbo I come up with heart sweat and tears through out the whole the year. I just am glad it happened fortunately. I am tired of feeling alone and unworthy because sometimes over stupid comments. I thought of something yesterday. When our mouths open we should be aware that when we talk to people, how we treat people, and how we delight in the mere moment that if we are to be like Christ, we should watch out mouths. actions and motives to see if they are please the Lord then it is great, if not we should change our attitudes and turning more to him despite of jack doe said whatever. Focus on yourselves, check your motives and etc.
Maybe we aren't christians, or in a difference of religions. Most of the time, you should still watch motives such as your words, actions, and will. If it doesn't reflect what your mannerisms then you don't need it. I am in a world wide situation. I don't want to go into details. But don't let anyone get you down
besides what someone says, Usually someone else has another agenda. Perhaps we can squeeze another cup of joe out of him. Perhaps joe isn't so much of a christian and hangs around with spiritually ungodly people who don't exactly have the gumption to cross anyone. That person is the legion that just won't heal. In order to heal, watch your words, your motives, what you teach to your children and why we won't to do t things to other people.
I lived this several months, I have tried so much to be pleasing to others, but any other idiot across the road. To thine self be to other people. To thine self, I don't have to put up with ignorance or deception
If you want to charities in someone's name, it should be God's liking and God's liking should be in the situation. I have been told that some people don't give a care about the person they show on the internet. To the one who is doing this. sweety there is a brain malfunction of who is in it. We have a wide range if things we can do. Either you are a brown noser or perhaps a greasy and undenyable underhanded, coward who doesn't go along with the same territory that a good one does, she may be a little debilitation, but not much as the eye can see

Thank you Lord for the situation and thank you for the honest ones that are taking part in the venture for unselfish reasons. I pray to God that these people whose got right ideas in mind to be blessed, but those who want more, the more you get the more greedy you become so. I hope greed isn't a issue

Run for your life!

Wanna help me? pick me up on the edge of my muddy circle drive while I am taking my daily words around my horsehoe drive. Anyway. I don't like that television show called Book of Daniel. Can someone take the tom bosley drama about a crime solving priest. Plz he needs your help he is selling those special types of rugs that's implanted into the scalp booyah! My sisters got a taste for bald men. I have a craving for those who have inner peace, love and understanding guess what creamy tan skin and beautiful black hair, someday my prince will come, hope nothing like father. C-ya

There is a slight squeak of Anxiety to the situation

I think possibly while the earth is in utter chaos, there seems to be one bright little tidbit to come out of the closet. Ideas? Ideas Ideas are like a little something to kindle a fire. One little spark could add a flame to get a contagious wildfire. Anyway, I am thinking about positive aspects of being a part of it, hopefully that little flame I had in the minute will spin out of control leaving a sweet sense of aroma afterwards,
For the past several months I have been fighting and sometimes fighting, and fighting...You seem to see turds in the sitautions, and the the biggest stinkiness that I have ever seen in my life. I sit day after day, night after night reliving some thoughts of the past and present. They are in full color like my dreams. There are words and incideous thoughts that come to mind that's not mine exactly I realize that
Since I have tried harder to become the best person to be. It's terrible what people are doing with money behind one's back. Is there enough money for me to prey and contagiously take into many charities. I just want a part of this and a better place to live. that's all. I am on my knees, I am in the journal. I have had so many thoughts and with this, I wonder, is someone trying to make me out to be incompetent? I have my own thoughts, I am smart for a person of my typing....anyway I am just a little dd not enough to set a wild fire.
I need a job i think, there's a plastic factory in eclectic, there's ingrams, dollar general, and etc. I have seen seven months of hell on my part, then I see these situations terrible, never in my life, I only took this way for mental, psychological warfare wanting to be more like the footsteps of christ, i realize everyone has their thoughts. Then the stupid thoughts scare me. Some of them never take place, they just something within the situation.
I want a part of life and part of the good life. I want to beable to do things that can be great. I guess you can't change the world. You just need to work to the possible. College,, I want to take away the side effects of the medicine is on. I feel slowed down, my eyesight is going, I have personal limitations on the stiuation such as balance. I am tired of siitting in my home and tortured merciously by my mom and then watching my uncle get picked at by my mom and merciously....I beg her to leave him alone, she's constantly at him. My mom has a mild form of retardation. I wish someone could intervene with this situation, I can't seem to understand. She threw a glass of water on him today. My uncle is moderate. Imagine how it feels for my eyesight going, my loftheaded feeling so dizzy and waking up with nasty stuff in my eyes and having to use one antidepressant to clean up the others side effects. Risperdone for depression anxiety and cogentin to hit the side effects for that.
I only took it for my brother, my brother I worship the ground he walks on and alot of things that's
he is unaware of should be brought into life. I feel like I am about to die because of my eyes, and body. I just wish there is something that I could do about it. My mother took me to seema for several years. She gave me an antidepressant, it seemed to have effects on me such as puking and eating not given a appetite and for ten years, I have so tried to do so many things, nothing worked with sociality, it was just ludacris having trying to treat myself with different psychological issues. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I tried so many things, and I just realized it wasn't me...it's the atmosphere, never tell anyone what you want to do with your life. Share it with a friend. that's a point I would seriously like to make clear before you do anything else. Every thought I came up with was either stupid, you don't have so in so and how in the hell are you going to do that? My sister told me or made a recluse remark
such as you can't solve your problems with a pill. She was absolutely right. My father, he said the same thing.
Over the years I have remembered so much of what people had given to me, whether they were bad remarks or good. Always remember the good things ....bad remarks can be good things. Here's a thank you note for all of you that brought good things into my life

1. Patrick...years of junior high lookouts. He always kept his eye on me regardless if there was a ding batthing i would do.
2. Oh for sweet comments through letters and etc. When in the heck am i going to finally meet you? :)
3. Comments on the news, by al and celebritys.
4.My aunt she is a great inspiration
5. K and G abrams.
6. most important.....God, and I learned something a few days ago, when you are talking to somebody you always talking to christ and those out there with wrong ambitions should turn their thoughts towards christ with their actions, hidden motives, and etc


I need one man's approval..leader of the free world. Bush

enviromental issues for a flatliner

You may be halfway normal in a time like this and if you continue to be what would one call you?

1. Mother lecturing you at thirty with what someone needs to do with her life with her leg put up on the arm of the chair. Constant 24/7 comments both dorogatorial comments to other people. You're
really really tired of hearing racial slurs.

2. being depressed for the ideal worth, for example shower doesn't neccessarily mean anything, there is still ai different problem that you are not hitting on pulling back up...for an example memories and bad terrible situations that you cannot seem to break through on, Perhaps those recievers on the other end may hitting ground on.

3, self image I feel very low. Critic of every move i make, and stuck in a pool of discuss, and feeling that your father look in your eye and says "they don't care" Of course not if certain situations prove themselves to be true. Most of the time, a person will make a person so nervous that they mess up.

4. Resources are low. The only thing you have is a computer, empty bed along with bad springed mattress that seems a bit hurtful especially if your@&& gets nice scars on your other end..

Ted After Hemp infusions (just joking)

His magnanomous sexy man makes violations to every one who are in log cabin. Perhaps he visited it there.


Wow ted you got an excellent time today

No Party Here Great economical fuel effiency

Fuel:
Farming 6% of the continental U.S. acreage with biomass crops would provide all of America's energy needs. 1
Hemp is Earth's number-one biomass resource; it is capable of producing 10 tons per acre in four months. 1
Biomass can be converted to methane, methanol, or gasoline at a cost comparable to petroleum, and hemp is much better for the environment. Pyrolysis (charcoalizing), or biochemical composting are two methods of turning hemp into fuel.2
Hemp can produce 10 times more methanol than corn.
Hemp fuel burns clean. Petroleum causes acid rain due to sulfur pollution.
The use of hemp fuel does not contribute to global warming.
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Food:
Hemp seed can be pressed into a nutritious oil, which contains the highest amount of fatty acids in the plant kingdom. Essential oils are responsible for our immune system responses, and clear the arteries of cholesterol and plaque.2
The byproduct of pressing the oil from hemp seed is high quality protein seed cake. It can be sprouted (malted) or ground and baked into cakes, breads, and casseroles. Hemp seed protein is one of mankind's finest, most complete and available-to-the-body vegetable proteins. 2
Hemp seed was the world's number one wild and domestic bird seed until the 1937 Marijuana prohibition law. Four million pounds of hemp seed for songbirds were sold at retail in the U.S. in 1937. Birds will pick hemp seeds out and eat them first from a pile of mixed seed. Birds in the wild live longer and breed more with hemp seed in their diet, using the oil for the feathers and their overall health. 2
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Fiber:
Hemp is the oldest cultivated fiber plant in the world.
Low-THC fiber hemp varieties developed by the French and others have been available for over 20 years. It is impossible to get high from fiber hemp. Over 600,000 acres of hemp is grown worldwide with no drug misuse problem.
One acre of hemp can produce as much usable fiber as 4 acres of trees or two acres of cotton.
Trees cut down to make paper take 50 to 500 years to grow, while hemp can be cultivated in as little as 100 days and can yield 4 times more paper over a 20 year period.
Until 1883, from 75-90% of all paper in the world was made with cannabis hemp fiber including that for books, Bibles, maps, paper money, stocks and bonds, newspapers, etc. 2
Hemp paper is longer lasting than wood pulp, stronger, acid-free, and chlorine free. (Chlorine is estimated to cause up to 10% of all Cancers.) 2
Hemp paper can be recycled 7 times, wood pulp 4 times.
If the hemp pulp paper process reported by the USDA in 1916, were legal today it would soon replace 70% of all wood paper products. 2
Rag paper containing hemp fiber is the highest quality and longest lasting paper ever made. It can be torn when wet, but returns to its full strength when dry. Barring extreme conditions, rag paper remains stable for centuries. 2
Hemp particle board may be up to 2 times stronger than wood particleboard and holds nails better.
Hemp is softer, warmer, more water absorbent, has three times the tensile strength, and is many times more durable than cotton. Hemp production uses less chemicals than cotton. 2
From 70-90% of all rope, twine, and cordage was made from hemp until 1937. 2
A strong lustrous fiber; hemp withstands heat, mildew, insects, and is not damaged by light. Oil paintings on hemp and/or flax canvas have stayed in fine condition for centuries. 2
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Medicine:
Deaths from marijuana use: 0
From 1842 through the 1880s, extremely strong marijuana (then known as cannabis extractums), hashish extracts, tinctures, and elixirs were routinely the second and third most-used medicines in America for humans (from birth through old age). These extracts were also used in veterinary medicine until the 1920s and longer. 2
For at least 3,000 years prior to 1842 widely varying marijuana extracts (bud, leaves, roots, etc.) were the most commonly used real medicines in the world for the majority of mankind's illnesses. 2
The U.S. Pharmacopoeia indicated cannabis should be used for treating such ailments as fatigue, fits of coughing, rheumatism, asthma, delirium tremens, migraine headaches, and the cramps and depressions associated with menstruation. 3
In this century, cannabis research has demonstrated therapeutic value and complete safety in the treatment of many health problems including asthma, glaucoma, nausea, tumors, epilepsy, infection, stress, migraines, anorexia, depression, rheumatism, arthritis, and possibly herpes. 3
Deaths from aspirin (U.S. per year): 180 - 1,000 +
Deaths from legal drugs (U.S. per year) at doses used for prevention, diagnosis, or therapy: 106,000
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Industry:
Almost any product that can be made from wood, cotton, or petroleum (including plastics) can be made from hemp. There are more than 25,000 known uses for hemp.
For thousands of years virtually all good paints and varnishes were made with hemp seed oil and/or linseed oil. 2
Hemp stems are 80% hurds (pulp by-product after the hemp fiber is removed from the plant). Hemp hurds are 77% cellulose - a primary chemical feed stock (industrial raw material) used in the production of chemicals, plastics, and fibers. Depending on which U.S. agricultural report is correct, an acre of full grown hemp plants can sustainably provide from four to 50 or even 100 times the cellulose found in cornstalks, kenaf, or sugar cane (the planet's next highest annual cellulose plants). 2
One acre of hemp produces as much cellulose fiber pulp as 4.1 acres of trees, making hemp a perfect material to replace trees for pressed board, particle board, and concrete construction molds. 2
Heating and compressing plant fibers can create practical, inexpensive, fire-resistant construction materials with excellent thermal and sound-insulating qualities. These strong plant fiber construction materials could replace dry wall and wood paneling. William B. Conde of Conde's Redwood Lumber, Inc. near Eugene, Oregon, in conjunction with Washington State University (1991-1993), has demonstrated the superior strength, flexibility, and economy of hemp composite building materials compared to wood fiber, even as beams. 2
Isochanvre, a rediscovered French building material made from hemp hurds mixed with lime petrifies into a mineral state and lasts for many centuries. Archeologists have found a bridge in the south of France from the Merovingian period (500-751 A.D.), built with this process. 2
Hemp has been used throughout history for carpet backing. Hemp fiber has potential in the manufacture of strong, rot resistant carpeting - eliminating the poisonous fumes of burning synthetic materials in a house or commercial fire, along with allergic reactions associated with new synthetic carpeting. 2
Plastic plumbing pipe (PVC pipes) can be manufactured using renewable hemp cellulose as the chemical feed stocks, replacing non-renewable coal or petroleum based chemical feed stocks. 2
In 1941 Henry Ford built a plastic car made of fiber from hemp and wheat straw. Hemp plastic is biodegradable, synthetic plastic is not.



Hempcar in front of GM building (Detroit) with EarthHemp President Beau Radloff.

Hemp Is The New Gold

Hemp is a form of unthought of resources and if one says it can be done. I hear a bunch of baby boomers, beatniks and generation xers are smiling. It's okay everyone should see how great this is.
Move over electricity and gasoline....It's not needed for this car. I imagine some people get visually active in this sense. Ted passed this over to me, his speedos makes him feel great freedom in this car...he took big sigh when very big sigh of relief in his speedos...his fart was something sort of an melincoly moment in time to where he was freezing his buns a little bit...I am sorry to say. he got happy for a few minutes singing happy trails to you until i meet this perspiring undergarment again. Anyway with all due respect. Love this guy he don't care if I kid, and it's a smashing new way to promote this favorite car to the economy. Announcing The 1982 hempo vehicle.


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