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hanging by a hairWhat do you do when you are hanging by a hair
Well?What in the world do we want out of life? What do we believe about life? Simple, we go by a code of ethics, please at least some of us hopefully, the rest of us roam freely and do what the hell they please. That's what some might do. Where does God place us and how do we deal with slight annoyancess throughout the day, how do we deal with criticism? We are only human and we deal the way a human being would deal with it. Is it okay for big brother to watch? Of course, we have our blunders or blinders, does that make us a bad person? No I say! Some of us might be thought to be some of Satan's happy little flying monkeys ready to give a wedgy to the next guy that wears his tie to the side or wearing pink. My Desktop is pink, I better look behind there's probably one ready to tear my last pair and they are old . Today![img=http://http://www.ezinfocenter.com/8595840">]
Looking for an older model laptopHi How are you, I have posted wanted, needs that are temporary. I have been wanting an older model laptop to read the bible and take notes on. It's so much easier and less stressful to journal and read the bible under one screen and I would so appreciate it if I had one. This morning I am trying to stay away from the television too much because I realize Al Roker loves me too much. Anyway lots of blessings have a nice day. :) Grandma in a bottle? Or Genie, you be the judgeOf all the weird titles one can find on the internet, this one has to be the weirdest am I right. Right now, I feel like granny and genie, I am in a fat shell that I need to get out of. I don't feel attractive even though I know that I can be, I don't feel young eventhough I am still thirty for the time being, I dont feel good and I need to, and I thought Antidepressants would do the right job, but they won't unless I do something currently. My pops isn't feeling well so I am doing a silent scream, my emotional age is 18, it's about the time I had a nervous breakdown and I take too much of dear old fathers advice that's why I am stuck at home with dad. I am a psycho path. :D but I am a super nice but grungy psycho. I love alot of things that one young at heart with polident would like. :D ding! Anyway goodnight, just took a happy little capsule so maybe I can unwind luv yas. :) DietingI remember back in my highschool days that I dieted on the 1000 calorie diet and lost all of my weight. Anyway, yesterday I decided to get that diet again to lose some pounds. I am not proud to say that I had gotten up to 250. I battle 220 to 250 all the time and I go up and down like a yo-you. When I was younger, I walked at least a mile a day with my father and mother. We all lost weight on that diet. Anyway, I was looking to start again at lunch time. I had two hotdogs with nothing but ketchup and mustard mind you and 1 cookie. My mom looked funny at me and then gave me a honey bun, then I went and got my uncle some chocolate chip cookies with m and m's in them and I got alot of them. That's no way to diet. I really bad want to lose weight. I cant lose weight that way. I am almost out of my medicine. I hope that I can lose weight on these anti depressants that I am taking. I am not happy at my current moment, but I know that I will be happy soon, because of all that's going on, there are so many things that's going to change the world. Praise God for changing. Alot of things have have changedIt's been so long since I have written on this blog, it's just amazing how much has changed and how much I have changed internally and externally. I have gained so much weight that it's ridiculous. It's amazing how some people who have known one all their lives. Then turn around when they hear internal mess and then hello you are a pathetic freak. That's not everyone, through my experience, things are going to change in the face of cancer, autism, slight retardation and so many things. I have the respect of the president of the united states who is a man of honor and mrs. Laura bush. I am so proud of myself in that respect that things are going to be different with lupus, autism and other things. This is going to revolutionize life as we know it. I am not pathetic, I am very proud to be an american and to have this technology withing me.
Three Days Three headachesIt was friday when I had a headache. Tried to clean ye old aunt's house, couldn't do it, so I tried to clean house before we get cable. My mom's a really sweet lady, she's hilarious at times, but I think it's sweet that she wanted something for my uncle considering he drives her insane. Both of them together are harendous. You want to put into words how it makes one feel.
Loving siblings and more.Just wanted to say I love my siblings very much and I appreciate everything they have done for me and this family. It's time I should grow up just as my korean friend Oh says years ago when I wasn't very sure of myself. I have to say, I hope that I can meet the president and more when this is over and this thing is over.
Be a individualI have looked at how many things that it's impossible to do fifty diferent things at one time. I want so much to see the world behind the glass on my television, It is refreshing to see all the nations that are helping iraq to be a free nation. There are so many things one can do but sit and stand all day. I am wondering. Some things that happen within the body are different from younger ages when you aren't 30. What do we focus on? Life is more than dreary, why not enjoy life? I thank all who have helped me. If life should be sound and comfortable, fear needs to be out of the picture. Fear is no good
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