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It's unfortunate that some of us have to go through these ^$## stages of depression. it's bad for anyone that's going through it, but I am here to tell you that you are not alone. :) Do you know what gets me through being depressed? God! :) It says in the bible that joy cometh in the morning. Just remember, every time you draw back your curtain and look at sunrise, it's a new day to start over, if your situation seems impossible it's not because God can do the impossible.
A new minute is a new start, hours, seconds. Don't spend anymore time in that mode of sadness. Get out and get you some air, go for a ride, don't dwell on things or burry your sorrows in spirits (booze)
Do you know there are a millions of people out there who would like to have you as a friend or have someone to help them? Volenteering your time to someone else is a great way to get into the holiday spirit and to get out of your depression. The most importat thing in overcoming depression is HOPE and FAITH! Develop that and you will be happy!
It's nice the time of year, but the weather here is cold and rainy. It's a good time to go out and clean houses, at least inside it's warm and toasty. I have just got something warm and toasty to wear.
I have got to finish my nanowrimo novel. I have got 20,000 more wrods to go so that shouldn't be too big of a problem. Maybe two or three hours of random thought will get it while striking it up on the keyboard. I hope you guys are keeping warm and having an nice day.
On Batman and Robin with Val Kilmer there was a character named 2 face. He had a sensitive side and an evil side, and flipped a two sided coin to make his decisions. Oddly enough, it's true to life. Eventhough he is a grotesque villian in a fantasy movie there are people out there that actually have two sides. One side hides the other one. I think
that's true in some of today's politics. We don't know exactly goes on behind the scenes, but if only one second we could be a fly on the wall, we could bring truth into light.
It's the weekend, time to hit swap meets and spend time at home cleaning up and watching movies near a nice warm fire. :) I guess i have always been a home body,
It's comfortable and you can run around in your underwear while doing nothing. :)
Sometimes it's nice to get out, but right now, my green tea, and the computer's a nice necessity
Thanksgiving is a holiday to get tripytopan from indulging into too much turkey living in a house where there is no control over certain circumstances that take place, while sitting in front of a television with the muppet movie from the insane assylum on NBC.
Then the word money is repeated so many times that it doesn't even make any sense. Can't an adult have a nice dinner without them begging for money? :) Other than that, everything was okay.
hAVE A HAPPY THANKSGIVING TODAY LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE CALORIES, YOU HAVE TOMMORROW TO WORRY ABOUT THAT!!! ANYWAY HAPPY TURKEY DAY
There were some big storms in Alabama this morning. There was a band of lightening and thunderstorms several miles long. They were producing pretty heavy tornados and created havoc there for awhile.
I am glad that no one was hurt in the midst of the storms. There were many tree upheavals and homes damaged. That's about it.
This afternoon it was really pretty outside which made up for all the rain and unsettled air we have been having. I am happy that the weather has faired off and has become to get at least a little bit cooler. It's way more comfortable than it was.
Looks like we are going to have a pretty thanksgiving here, i just hope that it will be a nice day for it. :)
Don't you just "LOVE" chocolate chip cookies? Especially the ones with white and dark chocolate chips? My father came home last night with a pack of those chips ahoy chocolate chip cookies knowing i am trying to lose weight. I forgive you dad. Anyway, I ate more than i was supposed to but i plan to make up for it today. I am going to drink tons of water and eat plenty of green stuff. I am also going to take out my yoga book and practice a little yoga, and I am going to fight like hell to get my weight off no matter if it kills me :)
I feel like it was sabatage eventhough it wasn't the devils trying to kick me in the butt. I can turn around with a back flip and kick him where it hurts the most. ha ha!
Regardless of any condition i may be i am not in bad shape and a moral person, so my heart is clean as well as mind, body, and soul. If that's the truth, why do i have to struggle for the rest of my life?
Have yall living in alabama noticed all of the beautiful colorful trees outside? We have more sasafrass trees around our house, whew! they are beautiful. They are like a flouresant orange and golden color. Then there are the dogwoods that are like a deep purple with the little red berries in bettween the leaves. Pretty Pretty, pretty.
Awww is all i have to say about thanksgiving. Is it so thankful? Gaining 2 pounds is all that i don't want to claim thanks too. :) I haven't gained any weight and plan not on gainings weight. If you know what i mean. I am going to eat child sized portions that way I won't be gaining any weight. I will leave all the rest of the vittles for z rest of my family members. Let them fight over the fattening things. LOL
Have you noticed all of the annoying law office commericals on television? I can't believe that it's gotten down to the point to where people are trying to make their living off of suing people. Whether they deserve it or not. I would expect differently from someone in maybe one part of the state but this is supposed to be the bible belt and people just don't do things like this here. So I thought. I guess times change and the green eyed monster has grown larger. I am hoping judges will get smarter than the clients and their sharks.
(notice the words in this blog is southern slang and the writer is aware of it)
I am not perfect, but i tried something different today. I am doing the 1200 calorie diet that my doctor gave me. I have been failing at dieting because i try to long to deprive myself of the things that i like to eat, I have tried so long to try to lose weight. When you live in a house hold with negative people. It's hard to stay positive. So how do you do it.
Unfortunately for me, my family on both sides are a little heighty. My grandmother was a few inches higher than i am. I am 5'8" tall, just 4 inches away from being 6 feet tall. I am glad i am not. For a white lady, i think i am an average height. So you can imagine i am large boned and carry my weight well porportioned. (if i didn't have large breasts)
When i lose weight I get motivated, keep going, and keep walking. Then there are those WHO WILL BE visited by Karma. I am not worried about you because :) Just keep bugging me! :) You put a boot up one cheek, two will come flying back into both of your cheeks. Take a hint. I hope you are reading :)
I remember once when i lost weight. i didn't like the person that i had become. Do you remember the clumps? Buddy Love? That person bugged poor Mr. Clump. I rather stay a fat chick than to be a @$$! :) Anyway, people liked me, yes i was treated differently. I didn't feel right with myself. I think it's because all the fatstuff went to my head.
If you go and lose weight. Remember who you are and be true to those around you and yourself. DOn't allow yourself to become this creature that becomes overconfident and stupid. You will regret it. :) I want to be a good person and help as many people as i can.
Think for a minute, what comforts you about eating? It does nothing for me because I feel like $(*% when i eat. Later on, i get indigestion and all sorts of other things as well ad not being able to breathe or anything. No i am not a circus side show, call me delicately, more like a little plush. Not over the top.
I have over 30 pounds to lose. Thing about me. I am like a roller coster, I go on highs and lows. What do you do through this period of time? I dunno, I haven't figured it out, but I nkow there is no miracle cure.
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