Roller Coster Fat Faire
I am not perfect, but i tried something different today. I am doing the 1200 calorie diet that my doctor gave me. I have been failing at dieting because i try to long to deprive myself of the things that i like to eat, I have tried so long to try to lose weight. When you live in a house hold with negative people. It's hard to stay positive. So how do you do it.
Unfortunately for me, my family on both sides are a little heighty. My grandmother was a few inches higher than i am. I am 5'8" tall, just 4 inches away from being 6 feet tall. I am glad i am not. For a white lady, i think i am an average height. So you can imagine i am large boned and carry my weight well porportioned. (if i didn't have large breasts)
When i lose weight I get motivated, keep going, and keep walking. Then there are those WHO WILL BE visited by Karma. I am not worried about you because :) Just keep bugging me! :) You put a boot up one cheek, two will come flying back into both of your cheeks. Take a hint. I hope you are reading :)
I remember once when i lost weight. i didn't like the person that i had become. Do you remember the clumps? Buddy Love? That person bugged poor Mr. Clump. I rather stay a fat chick than to be a @$$! :) Anyway, people liked me, yes i was treated differently. I didn't feel right with myself. I think it's because all the fatstuff went to my head.
If you go and lose weight. Remember who you are and be true to those around you and yourself. DOn't allow yourself to become this creature that becomes overconfident and stupid. You will regret it. :) I want to be a good person and help as many people as i can.
Think for a minute, what comforts you about eating? It does nothing for me because I feel like $(*% when i eat. Later on, i get indigestion and all sorts of other things as well ad not being able to breathe or anything. No i am not a circus side show, call me delicately, more like a little plush. Not over the top.
I have over 30 pounds to lose. Thing about me. I am like a roller coster, I go on highs and lows. What do you do through this period of time? I dunno, I haven't figured it out, but I nkow there is no miracle cure.
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