Samantha Taylor 

I like watching the puddles gather rain ;)

Anyway, I slept very very long this morning, in fact too long. :D Had a crazy dream about being a blonde, but i don't care for dying z old brown it. :) it was as short blonde hairdo. I am very unsure of what i want to do with it right now when my head aint exactly screwed on the right way. :)

Blind Melon oh how contrare :D

No Rain


All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain

And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane

I just want someone to say to me oh,oh, oh, oh
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made

And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that there's no rain

And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape
escape......escape......escape......

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
ya don't like my point of view
ya think I'm insane
Its not sane......it's not sane.

I just want someone to say to me oh, oh, oh
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made

(I'll have it made
I'll have it made
You know we're really gonna, really gonna have it made
Gonna have it made
ahhh,ahhh, ahhh, ahhh)

fits right in doesn't it

Reiki: Dealing With Pain

This is a news article about reiki holistic healing ;) Somehow it works

Reiki: Dealing With Pain

WQAD, IL - May 11, 2005 News Channel 8

Pain is a very real response the body has to something that may be wrong.

And most of us treat that pain with something that's very real or tangible -- like medication.

But what about treating it with something you can't see?

That's what people who look to Reiki treatment do.

We take a look in part two of our series on pain.

Understanding the ancient Eastern philosophy and practice of Reiki -- and how it works to heal the body of pain -- isn't easy.

"Reiki has the ability to heal and rebalance and strengthen our physical, mental, emotional and spiritual being," says Reiki instructor Rita Melissano, Ph.D.

But for Rosalie Michalski - it works to ease her shoulder pain. Eases it in ways pain pills and other physical methods haven't.

"Oh yes, I've had that and heating pad and massage," says Rosalie.

It's this healing of the "ki" or "chi" that's made a difference.

"Chi is the vital universal energy which composes, permeates adn moves everything that exists. When Chi flows there is health. When Chi is blocked there is sickness and disease," reads Melissano.

So the Reiki practioner works to restore the 'chi' or 'ki' and its flow through the body. Rita Melissano does that by placing her hands over 7 "shakras" -- or centers where the body's "meridians" intersect.

While the energy flow may be invisible to the eye -- it's results are something that can really be felt.

"People have very different, very subjective experiences. They feel very relaxed," says Dr. Melissano.

"Believe it or not, this heat coming from the hands of the practitioner is more intense than the heating pad and it's very, very soothing," says Rosalie.

More than the heat -- there are colors a relaxed Reiki patient can see when their eyes are closed during a session.

"When she was in the heart shakra area, I saw a beautiful color of green," says Rosalie.

She's a former health educator, so turning to a non-traditional form of pain relief was easy.

"Fear is what stops everything and you have to have faith and you have to believe in what your body can do for itself with someone helping," she says.

And it's helped her shoulder and more.

"More movement, more range of motion for my shoulder and my foot."

"Sometimes it's just the experience itself that makes a believer out of you," says Dr. Melissano.

stupid white men

Have you ever seen the title of the book on amazon? :) It's got micheal moore on the very front of it. :) He is big while the white polititions are small. :) Anyway, we have to run this country the best way we can regardless of how big and stupid michael moore is. :)
Although Michael's views of politics is way off, I think that he will do a good job of exploiting the pharmacutial industry which needs some exploiting.
White men are not stupid. some are.....democrats, well some democrats..and michael moore. (You can't count zell miller as a stupid democrat)

why?

Why is life easy for some people, why can some people struggle so inwardly while others have it made and don't have to struggle that way. No one knows what a struggle it is within yourself and within. Some people it's automatic everything. I wish i was more like those automatic people that could just do everything so easily. I can't..i struggle constantly, inwardly, if you knew you would understand. Many people have gone through worse fates than i have, but i don't understand how to get through it.

what do i do?

what am i going through? I have already made a total fool out of myself on this blog :( So what do i do next? :( I said a prayer this morning hoping that things will help. I thank God for his help in all areas of my life. :)

can't speak

I don't know what i am thinking i dont know what i am saying dont tell me cause it hurts. ;)

Bo Bice

I went to the internet to look up bo bice and american idol , i found that he was the main contestant on idol so I imagine that he will win. Nice looking southern boy from Birmingham Alabama. He did los lonely the other night perfectly, he was back in alabama today and for a few more days i hope promoting idol. :) Reuben Studdard from Birmingham won in 2003. I am hoping another winner from Alabama will take the throne as the next American Idol :)

probably getting over it

Whatever i am going through, its through something that i have needed to deal with and just don't know. the problem is i dont know what it is? I know that i have been withholding, regressed repressed memories and things that have hurt me in the past they have built up and exploded everywhere, and eruptions elsewhere as it is. When you live in this little world, you tend to lose sight and forget what things are like really. People aren't what you really think they are, then there are some that are exactly what you know they are. :) You think i am nuts don't you. I doubt myself, but i know that i am just probably totally getting over what it is? Hopefully so, and I hope that i never have to go through such hell again. Sometimes i think i am getting over it, but when the least thing arises again, i am knocked right back down on the floor. They say what doesn't kill you makes u stronger. :) I hope so. :)))

Opposition

Sometimes everyone faces opposition. It doesn't neccessarily have to be a human being, it can be something as simple as ones own personality. There are other factors of opposition that seem just unfair. For an example, within a ring of friends or family it seems like someone has always got something sour to mash about someone else.