probably getting over it 

probably getting over it

Whatever i am going through, its through something that i have needed to deal with and just don't know. the problem is i dont know what it is? I know that i have been withholding, regressed repressed memories and things that have hurt me in the past they have built up and exploded everywhere, and eruptions elsewhere as it is. When you live in this little world, you tend to lose sight and forget what things are like really. People aren't what you really think they are, then there are some that are exactly what you know they are. :) You think i am nuts don't you. I doubt myself, but i know that i am just probably totally getting over what it is? Hopefully so, and I hope that i never have to go through such hell again. Sometimes i think i am getting over it, but when the least thing arises again, i am knocked right back down on the floor. They say what doesn't kill you makes u stronger. :) I hope so. :)))