why? 

why?

Why is life easy for some people, why can some people struggle so inwardly while others have it made and don't have to struggle that way. No one knows what a struggle it is within yourself and within. Some people it's automatic everything. I wish i was more like those automatic people that could just do everything so easily. I can't..i struggle constantly, inwardly, if you knew you would understand. Many people have gone through worse fates than i have, but i don't understand how to get through it.