Samantha Taylor 

btw with the craziness article

i was just trying to be funloving, i wasn't being sarcastic. :) take it as you like it

can't be put into a mold :)

i am not being sarcastic, just think that you cant mold somethign that want be made into a fine vase. :) It's impossible. but dont be who you aren't and judge someone who cant be no one but themselves. :) take care

belief systems

You cant rip away whatever someone believes, what the us did to the iraqi citizens by taking the koran and flushing it down the toilet was wrong. Taking away someone else's belief system just because it doesn't suit you is wrong. If you want a bible you can have one, if you want to practice buddhism, you can have that, nothing should take you away from what you believe in, and if you want to believe in hindu that's your right as an individual and no one can take it from your heart. Take care. :)

craziness

sometimes craziness is just what you need to break out of your own personal hell :) LOL :D ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Am i ready for so many things :) So many things i have been ready for in az longz time. 10 years have been wasted and need to be made up for, tommorrows have no guarantees but it will be ok i think if i can just find the pieces without them being scattered in sooo many disfunctional ways :) LOLOLOL I didn't drink any bloody maries today but i will toast you 10000 when it is over. :) if it will end :) :) :) :) : ): ) it's okay keep going

ugh it will be okay

things keep getting stuck in mudd, it seems like i am a stick in the mudd. I am trying so hard, but it doesn't seem to help any. :( but ugh it's another day and i can keep going lol . :) Some people will say things but they dont know whats going on in my life. ;) so everything going to be okay.

need help understanding things

something never show themselves as clear and transparent when they are hidden.

small things

they aren't alot to alot of people, but to someone that doesn't have alot they are extravagant :D like actually a life

they will

thigs will get better with time hopefully :) i need to take care of it :) only i cando that :)

bloody marys

i drank 1 1/2 bloody marys they are very good :) especially after such a rough day, a kind word a kind thought and a kind heart always seems to help situations regardless whether they know it or not. :) If some people knew exactly how much they have helped. :) they realize how valuable they are thank you to that one i said ilu too and thank you to those who hav ehelped me out along the way. thank you very much

Arent i stupid :(

I chickened out of doing what i really wanted to do and let my feelings get away with what i think will make me happy, :( I am a lunatic :( I want so badly to get out and get motivated and get into the workforce an be a part of life, i just stay perched up in my little shell. not going or doing and need something kosher and something that feels normal. :( I am just so darned scared. :( I signed up for federal aid for college and it says that my information didn't match my address and my etc. :( somethings wrong there, i did go call and tell someone what happened, before i wouldn't do anything about it, i would just blow it off. :( but i do need this, i need out a change in my life, and i can only do it.