Samantha Taylor 

goals :D

i have them. hopefully they will work out ON MY OWN with the help of no one .:))

can they practice what they preach?

I understand people holla jesus and go behind closed doors, but what about those folk that holla jesus and don't act like him. :( not my problem , only focusing on ME

jesus :)

Have to say, after all the garbage that's been going on, jesus does work. :) :) hope that jesus continues working his will in my life .:)

depression medication?

I spent several years taking depression medicine, if that didn't help then? :) i didn't need it right. You can hide all your bad memories in the closet of your mind, but they get cobwebs, dust and one of these days you are just going to sneeze them right out of your sinus cavity. :( Unfortunately, my sneezes came too late in life, i have missed so much time. I feel sorry for that.

body image

My body image is fine now, i realize there is no shapes and sizes in the world, and for the fact that i have been hiding from everyone because of that is just crappy. I have been so crappy to myself :)

lol i had a toast

we finished the rest of the bloody mary mix and my friend, mom and i had a toast to my job search :) it's great :) hope everything goes well :)

not important

i am not worried about being anything that big, just a job :) something to do to pass time by and what i make i work for and pay for my own things :) all i ever wanted. I don't want tons of money. Just enough to get by on. :) It's going to be nice :)

:) big smile :)

I actually feel sooo good i went out, gathered job applications, filling one out at the moment, and i hope that i can get a job. :) It's going to be tough, but being tuffer would be staying into this little shell i have been in all of my life. I have never been in the world. I know there are mean and good people, but i know good has to outweigh the bad. :) Hope those thoughts can stay happy. Thank you very much!!!! :)

any topic ideas anyone ?

Feels like a wiped slate clean and time to start over or is it just beginning :) :) i dunno, but i hope i can start a better life. thank you everyone and sorry for that bit of attitude. I am sorry i a nut people are different i am definitely, maybe thats one reason why the world is so frightening

Jesus Christ :)

Jesus Christ is the son of God and came to save us of all our sins .:) do you know Jesus christ personally as your savior? Do you have the holy spirit in your heart and in your life? So many people believe in jesus in different ways. Jesus Christ is the son of God not frosty the easter bunny the tooth fairy or my favorite martian or maybe king kong swaying off of the building, he's the son of God yes, amen! I am not being sarcastic, i am not some person who doesn't believe. I have jesus in my heart, but sometimes we lose sight of that. You know site? But Jesus doesn't condone anyone for one shoe off and one shoe on LOL carries the shoe while you are stumbling on rocks.