huge weight off of my shoulder 

huge weight off of my shoulder

I cried some and a little more, i wrote a little more and then i took a nap slept for a little bit and put a final fixative on two charcoil drawings that I did this morning. One is of the outside of my window with my bamboos in it, and the mimosas behind it, and mulberry trees and pine behind it and my curtain tied in a knot. Then i did a charcoil drawing of this woman holding an american flag with an eagle on the other side of her shoulder with roses at her hands. Sounds ok don't it. But i spent awhile online and then i made plans for certain things. You have to allow yourself to cry because if you don't it will take away your spirit.