again oh my God 

again oh my God

I was getting better and I felt like i had a blow to the head last night. I actually wanted better, I actuatlly felt like things were going to change, but now, I don't know. The world is so fickle, fickle to the point where you don't know those that you thought you have known and you thought you cared about and
these people, these people in your life are worse than you are. When someone tells you something is it really meant? :( I enjoyed getting out, thought i had love in my life, and it all goes into dust