telling 

telling

I have been told alot of things about myself. Maybe my thoughts are alittle foggy. I know what's happening to me, i don't understand, but i am trying to live and learn and get luvs. But the fact that there are things that i will never do. I love my community of Red Hill Alabama, and love everyone around me, this is where i grew up, despite mistakes i have made, i love everyone here, and wouldn't want to change anyone. I used to be bitter and everything. :) I got to see some people the other day i hadn't seen in a long time ;) A friend of mine's aunt that raised her, and father to one of my classmates that just amazes me how well she has done. She married in highschool and graduated with a baby :D now she's well established. :)
Games maybe played for a reason, but you learn from them, you work within limits fighting screaming, kicking, and shoving, but in the end, kindness matters regardless of who said what or who you are or how much you have or whatever it is that youve done. You can't hide from who you are. You can cry victim til you are blue in the face, ahhhh! but when you genuinely think you care about someone you feel it deep within and the other person feels it as well. I guess thats the way it goes. Then r eality sets in and makes you think otherwise and people you come around make you think hey maybe that's just an emotional attachment. Is it?