build up 

build up

Layers of crud just seem to blow away after years of build up. :) And something that's just so simple seems to break free all the heartless buildup that has been on it for years. I am sorry. :) Anyway, with heartlessness theres those things you didn't realize before words began to spill, before space age freezer packages began to fly into the discard box. It's difficult to take back those things, I have to keep pressing on and trying to understand every piece of the puzzle. :) I am samantha and i don't know exactly where it puts me on this boat but where i am sailing to i hope theres peace of mind. ;)