Im not leaving again

i admit what i want, i love those people that i hurt and hurt me. I wont go again. i still love
even those i don't know that are...... and i do need a good brain doctor or maybe i just need a big kiss.( if you want now, but not reccomended.
or maybe a ... vacation away somewhere, dern have enough travel brochures for that :) wish mail that was supposed to come would come ;) thank you people.