I return unamused :) 

I return unamused :)

I return unamused and feeling very vunerable, stupid. retarded and all the above. I feel like someone has tampered with my heart, my mind and my soul. I know i am not perfect and yes i have issues that have been pushed at the back of my mind and squashed like those new space age storage containers, repressed and rebloated choking me coming out of my throat. :) I have noticed that games are being played with my mind and someone is having a good time doing it, but im not. I do publicly apologize for saying some of the things that i had said, but spring cleaning is coming out and maybe they will be burried deep in someone else's landfill. And to all those who helped me get out those horrible things that were eating away at me thank you, but theres a few more cuds that need to come out, but I don't know exactly how. I hope my mind and my hearts not toyed with too much more. There wont be nothing left of me but a skeleton :) in need of new flesh.