companionship 

companionship

It says in the bible that it's okay to be alone and actually an apostle encourages it. maybe like martha says, it's a good thing. If you do that, you don't have to worry so much about am i going to be alone for the rest of my life? Am i ever going to..........can't say. So i guess i prefer being alone and not worrying about that aspect of my life and focus on more positive and graceful energies. :)