discusting 

discusting

I feel so discusting. I guess I ate the wrong thing or something, but it's ridiculous for a person, very pathetic. purely pathetic that you are sick, other's collaboration is awful. Someone that's sick, feeling. Why does someone want to hurt someone that worshipped the ground that she walked on.
Why would anyone put someone on display like this. Protect those you love, and don't brag about showing an attitude unless it's really called for, and commended in some pretenses. Don't ever make fun and be dirty with situations when you know it would do the second one.
There are people all over this country that's been verbally abused, physically abused for no use whatsoever, don't murder a person's demeanor because your demeanor might get hurt in the process. There are some that are more equipped for something. I have done all I can do. I am tired every morning I wake up, and I am tired of every wink whatsoever. What hurts most in the situation is the one you thought would take care of something, but they don't. They let so many from other sides of the court to come in terrorize and scare someone to death. I pray same situation won't be done on another person. Too much and you have kin that wanted a taste of blood within the situation. I have this stupid intuition thing, i hate it, because it shows me on the other side. I hear through attitude, the way a person speaks, what they have underneath. and I know I am not like my mother and sister that cares only from theirselves, then other people.
God bless America, thank you Lord for a beautiful country and beautiful people who are in power of the situation, and thank Gucci for the message that was to come across. Thank you hollywood, washington dc and the small things that people have said and showing you care, I hope that I won't have to do this much longer. I hope God will do a double whamy miracle for the situation. Don't ever quit praying and staying in Jesus. My sister is profiting from the situation, I love her very much and kids, a saving account has been giving to them w/o my approval, but if they should get one this way I want my brother's children to get one in their names. Thank you