Trying so hard 

Trying so hard

Sometimes I don't see how i can get up and do the things that I do during the day. not only is life stressful, just living is hard work. Being able to sustain a peaceful place to live is hard. However I am grateful that the good Lord gave me life and I know I shouldn't take it for granted
However there are somethings that make life worth living like little babies, hearing good news in the world, a wonderful friend, seeing wildlife where i live. Why do things like this not keep me from the feelings that I have. I like joking and having fun. Teasing about politics.... Politics are funny. I like the way Bush laughs and shrugs his shoulders, the way dick cheney hides until electionday. The way John Kerry concedes and goes away peacefully with not a hair of his blowing in the wind. The way John Edwards discovers he's not really gay. Just the thought he might've got a chance at vice president. Well hun don't give your wife any vices. :D