Unfairness
There are some things in this world that cannot be changed. Seasons may change, but they come back the same way. It's just like people, especially those that you know. One day they are nice as they can be, it's with a hidden agenda though, they always want something from you because of their kindness. One day, in College Algebra I I had this teacher, he always screamed merciously at us when we talked and made noise. One day, I had searched my purse for my money, my driver's license, my car keys, the second two were their, but all the money I had in the world was missing. It was six dollars. The money i was going to eat on and get home on. The boy behind me had stolen it because he thought I got his pencil, which i didn't all the mechanical pencils from the bookstore were the same, and just because i had a yellow mechanical pencil, it wasn't his. In the mist of the chaos, he used it as an opportunity to snatch my money, and just because I was poor and didn't have much he thought he could get away with the alaby.
Anyway, the teacher was starting class, he had some funny little evaluation forms with him. He was being extra kind almost like a male "polyanna". Usually, he would have observed the situation for common good, but he didn't. He tipped around like martha stewart and asked everyone to evaluate him, and rate him on what kind of teacher he was. Regardless of the situation I was presently going through, I gave him a good grade. I walked away from the boy behind me, I didn't fight for my money because there was no sense in it. It won't change the fact that he was a rich boy and he did what he did. Nothing changes anything someone does to you, if they are going to hurt you, you do the better thing by forgiving that person and let it go. Sometimes it's hard to let go of anything, but if you want peace in your heart and to feel free, you have to let go of that grudge.
Some grudges are seriously hard to get rid of, they say family hurts you the most. Jesus's own disciples betrayed him when a harlot called out his name and said he had been with the Christ. Jesus predicted that the rooster would crow three times before midnight when Saul would denounce him, he realized what he had done when the first crow happened and he wept. Neitherless, he couldn't forgive himself, but Jesus forgave him instantly and was crucified as a result of no one he loved protecting him. I wonder how it would feel to be in Jesus's situation and those that I loved denounced me. It can happen, this is truth which is stranger than all fiction available. These people actually lived walked foot on the earth. Jesus was human, flesh and blood and still held this incredible power, performed miracles and healed people. When Jesus died, he gave us all that same spirit, but how do we use such a gift? How do I forgive and forget those things when they still seem to haunt me. Just the seven letter word forgive saves you.
This is from my personal point of view, the way I see things, I wouldn't like anyone getting offended by what I have written. Everybody has their own set of personal beliefs and I would never try to undermind them. When I spoke of Jesus, I was reflecting what I felt. Until next time, this is Samantha signing off. :)
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