Disabililities
I just recently was told that I had a slight impairment, you probably figured that one out through my writings. I thought differently. My father told me all of my life that I was no different from anyone else, but had limitations on my life. I had a strict life, brought up in the church, I was given the same ample opportunities in education as everyone else, and took advantage of them with his help. I have been somewhat bitter about life. I have been a very depressed person, judgemental over those who was critical of me, but isn't that a normal trait for a person? You can't go through your life taking it in and absorbing it becoming bitter and incoherant. I have been blinded to things most of my life. I never realized that not everything is my fault. My grandmother taught me things, sister, brother, father. I have been depressed to the fact of yelling, no one has a good homelife, people with impairments feel butchered after a lifetime of hurtful words and thoughts. People without impairments need to choose their words before they ever strike out at someone else. There is such a thing as constructive critcism. People with impairments need to take it with stride.
If your child/friend/loved one has an impairment, please don't hesitate to take advantage of helping them. Life isn't over just because someone has an impairment. There's love, career. homelife for those who have slight issues, and who knows that korean might come out of the woodwork and put the lazy lady on the internet to be seen by millions because he plans to marry her. I have a slight case of autism/developmental issues. I am telepathic, visions, and etc. I see a future eventhough it is late in the game, and hopefully, I know I am a little whimsy at times and a bit simple, but I hope I grow old gracefully and have a simple mind still sharp as a tack. There is still technology, biotechnology, old remedies, psychology, and other things. Years ago, i felt uncomfortable with certain issues. meaning, that one person in my life that was most important to me passed away before I could say I love you. She never saw me graduate from high school and it was important to her that she saw me do it. Now I see possibilities eventhough I have my slight problems, lovelife is possible, career, and thank God I have sister, brother friend, and father, hopefully I can get out there. I never wanted to depend on the fact that I had a disability for awhile, but now, there are programs, situations, a friend who works for that tier 1 supplier in tallassee has made away for my psychological issues to get fixed, and I know that no one can be perfect 24/7 and that everyone wants something more, even someone with an impairment. That headstrong trait that was given to you by your loved ones tells you, hey I don't want no one telling me something is wrong with me knowingly I have sense.
There are several things I want to do with the remainder with my years from 30. I want to have a career, homelife, do volunteer work, be envolved with the church and etc. I want that normal homelife that everyone else has and possibly that bundle of joy, and if that's not possible, perhaps support one through the christian children's fund which would be amazing. So hopefully, I want get frightened out of my panties when it comes to these practical jokes that my sister and buddy is doing to me. He's trying to get me to feel good about myself, all started in college and I know that I am a bit of a spoiled rotten brat, but if there is a chance this pitiful woman can get married, once in her life? Then she shood, and she is a very sweet person regardless of her words and hopefully, that day will come soon.
Anyway, 10 years is along time, you lose alot of years through depression, thank God for people situations. Hopefully attitudes will change and one will continue to improve. BTW don't put down those books, if you are older or impaired keep up with current events, don't forget to get out the door and enjoy time with your peers, that will help you to have a stable life. Keep a budget with those who have disabilities and don't forget if you aint got the money for it, don't buy it and shop around on your prices because if you don't you might find out you lost money. :) Anyway...take care and God bless
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