Problems 

Problems

What in the hell do you do? Do you sit and allow things to happen? Why can't you just vocally tell everyone that you are a forsaken lunatic? They already know, your sister and the only friend you had in the world put you on display in your frightened pitifullness. You want to call someone to do something to help you, everytime you have asked those you live with for support you get none. Then, you are over sensitive, you are shown as a lunatic, you realize somethings that you have done and you ask God for forgiveness, you want to go to someone with every single thing you have on you. It's not right...how your life has folded out, how someone of a higher stature than you are comes in and meticulously screws with you to the point to where you are so frightened you can't do anything and go anywhere. Imagine being so hurt and so torn completely to the point to where you only sit in tears and you drop them at the drop of a hat. Imagine losing it so badly to the point to where you walk around like a retard, knowing to begin with that it's stupid and how can your family members agree to do this to you? How can your sister do this to you, knowingly you have problems and then broadcast it? How can your family agree to take money from someone else to do this to you? What on earth do you do in this situation? You can't get a job? Tell me? What do you do? How do you cope with fright and how do you put up with it? No resources...they tell you this one is trying to "help" you. When that one knows her motives. No one has good motives anymore and no one gives a damned about anyone else, they only want what they can get out of someone whether it is public humiliation of one person or whatever the price is isn't it...? God knows that I have tried so long...I have tried so many times I just couldn't seem to get it together. My nerves isn't as good as those who have had a chance, but hopefully God will give me a chance for a future.

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