anger again 

anger again

angry. yes but you can't tell God fix this and not expect to do something about it yourself. You have to work on your anger, and fix your mistakes, and you can't wear a mask, pretend to be something you not, oh i forgot, some people can. Some people are like chameleons. they can change colors with a piece of nature at a blink of the eye where, poor sad sack people can only be themselves, and in ANY social situation be sad sack under cover. Some people say...well pretend it will work. You only still act frightened, retarded, falling over your feet the same way. I tried to help myself, work out my problems and only mess up in the process because i tried. no credit for trying. I know not to even set foot out again until i am ready to do it without stumbling. Stumbling sometimes a joke to some people something for a good laugh, but someone who makes an honest effort its not right.