Do you know what I want now? 

Do you know what I want now?

If you thought something for myself, that's what I should think about. I really want a job, I am frightened beyond my territories. I got into a paranoid comfort zone for along time. I want go back into my details, but I think I am going to be fine. justs fine. I am trying to stay positive and I want my oh who i think i am engaged to, I want a home of my own, I want a long happy life and share ideas with the right people, I want to help others, be a better sister, daughter, friend, and more. I want to outlive my older sister, I want to visit Ireland, I want to meet president Bush and I want everyone to pray for me, this country, president bush and our country and Iraq...I want a house on the lake. I want to strengthen ties within this country and those places that need to get rid of their undesirables. I know i am a smart lady, I am just in need of a little love...take care. Amen